Just Kidding: The Serious Side of Me

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I’m calling,
Lord, you catch me when I’m falling,
And you’ve told me who I am.
I am yours…
I am yours…

It was a typical day after work, im doing the usual tambay at the recreation area when my teammate (officemate in leyman’s) told me to listen to this particular song in his phone(i was actually exploring his new phone and was listening to some of his songs then) "Who am I".  THe title is not new to me. (i think) I heard it already, tgalog version nga lng… "Sino ako", during our values class in high school. Anyways, since im not really sure if  their the same (i cant really remember) i listened to it.

"Who am I" thats the first line. "ok, interesting.." i thought. Listening further,i appreciate the melody, the quality of the baritone voice of the male singer (casting crowns) complemented with that of the female back up singers, the powerful crescendos that really causes that –well, some sort of emotional stir… i dont mean to be technical (kunwari) at that point though, thats the least i can appreciate (english kasi…hindi ko mahuli ung ibang words.. hehe). Nevertheless, I told my self i like this song..

I listened to it one more time and there… the more you understand the lyrics the more you appreciate everything (by everything, i really mean every things –in life, joy, pain, etc)… as i listen more, i understand… and agree… Hmmm…

What’s the meaning of the song? I know this is the most important part of this entry.. i really love to add more details and all… unfortunately i have to go (soorree namahn)… I guess you’ll just have to listen to it and contemplate about it yourself. As i go though, i want to recommend this song to several people: the proud, the lost, the always sad, and the "everyone".

PS: Tnx to my teammate who made me listen to this song

Im tired…

all of a sudden, it came to me… 

im tired..

(after sitting at the pc shop for two hours pass bed time)

Hay… :c (ang bigat ng loob ko)

Bkit ba lagi nlng may ngkkalat ng mga black propaganda skin? Bkit ba lagi nlng ako binbato? — hindi nmn ako Tree na full ng bunga para batuhin noh…

hay…

Hindi rin nmn ako sikat na celeb or star-hopeful… Sa pagkakatanda ko, wala nmn ako sa showbiz world… pero bkit my mga ganitong intriga?

Hay…

Sana… sa mga taong kararatnan ng mga bali-balita jan… F kilala nyo nmn ako, d b… stand up for me nmn.. (hehe) mukhang too much nmn ata to ask yun from inyo…:)

pero (serious) sana bigyan nmn ako ng konting "benefit of the doubt" (uhm, hindi ko sure kung tama yung pagkagamit ko.. hehe

Ang gusto kong sabihin.. sana nmn, wag munang paniwalaan.. i-confirm muna sana sakin di ba..

Hay…

Buti nlng my mga friends ako na nanjan lagi and hindi basta ndadala ng mga wentong brbero jan… hay…

tnx sa inyo (mga friends ko..muh-hal kow kayow) c",)

Para sa ibang ngbabasa (kung meron man) at nakarinig nung kwentong mula sa baul… hindi ko po mgagawa un… khit kelan– hinding, hindi, ko kayang gawin un… (todo hindi tlga)

Para sa mga hindi makasakay sa pinagsasabi ko…

(Ayoko n sanang banggitin pa ang mga isyu pero, cge na nga..)

Hindi po totoong break n kmi ni angel locsin…

binibgyan lng po nmin ang isa’t isa ng konting space (gusto nya po kacng mag-astronaut)

Hindi rin po totoong, nkkipagflirt ako kay iwa… cya po ang lumalapit sakin…

hay..

Pcensya na if i have to share pa d issue… for the sake of kalilwanagan lng ng mga bagay bagay…

Ngpapak-low profile n nga po ako…-inevitable lng tlga.

Sa mga tao, sana mging consderate nmn…Hay..

Yun lng…

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